Love.

Is this the driving force of us all?

I am definately a romantic, or definately was- but seem to have lost all the want for romance lately. I have been dating my boyfriend for 3 and a half years, i do love him to bits, but i sometimes wonder can i keep ocerlooking his flaws, but nit everyone is perfect!!!. he is not a romantic. Is romance a teenage thing, something like santa or the tooth fairy, that you find really doesn't exist? i have a feeling ill know soon...travelling stage of my life is near!!

im at the point in my life where it's all just beginning.

It Begins

Hi. So i have been a member of so so many on line blog things before, myspace, bebo, facebook. but here i want to stay anon. For some odd odd reason, i have decided to start an online diary, personal things i just feel like writing. I am a 20 year old female. in my final year of a B.A degree. pretty hectic year, also taking a subject as a night time course to help get the job i want. i am in a long term relationship, which scares me at times, but gives that sense of security too. i live at home at the moment, with parents who are on the verge of retirement, who i am not really close to.

I once went to a tarot card reader, he summed me up pretty well. On the outside people just see a friendly girl, but i have so so many emotions within. so i decided to write them all down, where no one knows who i am, and i wont be judged. I carry the past with me, i suppose we all do, it is how we learn, it annoys me how i dont let things go so easily, even though i pretend.

If anyone does read this, let me know what you think!